The thing about being in love

I hate being in love after a while ‘cause I tend to let my happiness depend on this freaking one person. I’m missing now the me when I wasn’t in love I felt so extremely carefree, happy and in general free. 

Now I’m just trying to get my self together and stop being crazy about this one person. I hate his feeling so much. 

I hate because it has no benefits or advantages it just annoys me.